there is YOU, there is ME... but there is really no "US"

It's been awhile and been thinking about it for quite sometime,

I don't know if it's really the right time rather if it is really the right thing to do...

but I guess I've to make up my mind...

It's been 3 months... of waiting, heartache, chasing, sadness, crying and a never ending story... 

Every time I choose to step forward you're doing something to pull me back...

But you don't have the courage to speak out, to tell me the truth or whatever is in your heart...

I don't know for what you are afraid of and can't understand how you want it to be... 

I don't even know what to think and what to believe...

You make me feel missed and loved but you can't utter the words and let it out...

Enough with this childish thing, we are not young to play this game...

I will let the fate work for us coz it will never be if it is not willed by God...

Maybe it's just really not for us or maybe "still" not the right time...

But whatever it is, it changed nothing,

there is YOU, there is ME... but there is really no "US"...

16.08.11

01:05 am

YOU are now free to fly...

-ay bigla kang naalala... Kung nasan ka man, sana ok ka na ;) hangad ko ang iyong kaligayahan... ♥
August 16, 2010 at 11:59pm via Facebook Mobile

exactly a YEAR AGO... at different situation but STILL, i wish YOU d same thing... SANA OK KA NA... SANA MASAYA KA NA... SANA YAN TALAGA ANG GUSTO MO... whatever happened... "Hangad ko ang iyong kaligayahan... ♥" as always... u'll be forever in my heart & will always be n my prayers... Thank You!

YOU are now free to fly...
I'm now letting YOU go! ;-)

Life is not like Fairytales....

It's funny how we set qualifications for the right person to love while at the back of our minds we know that the person we truly love will always be an exception.

-Bakit nga ba, para saan pa ang "ideal man" Kung si Mr. Opposite din naman ang mamahalin... What is the sense of "prince charming" sa fairytales naililigtas ang dumpsel in distress Kung isang stranger na magpapaiyak Lang ang makikilala? how about the knight in shining armor Kung isang taong sasaktan at iiwan ka lang ang iyong makakasama...

haaiizz... kasi STOP dreaming... STOP pretending that life is like fairytales... Hindi tayo si Cinderella na nag aantay ng prinsipe, nkasakay sa kabayong puti... at ng dahil sa sapatos ay mamahalin ka at ilalayo sa mapang aping madrasta...

WAKE UP!! Life is not as simple as fairtytales... Life don't usually have "happy endings!" LIVE in REALITY and time will tell the tale! ;)

quick update ;)

Hello People!

I know it’s been awhile, I’ve been busy at work and with some personal thingy.

Oh well, I had wonderful “JULY 2011”... a roller-coaster ride “Ups and Downs, literally!” I pampered myself “SUPER!”... shopping galore! My dream Sony Vaio and iPhone 4! –aayyiiee!!!- I’m so in love with myself nowadays... heheheh...

I remembered my “psychologist” friend, “Is it a compensation for you? For being broken so many times? LOL!” it was kinda “MEAN” but somehow it made sense and honestly, -napaisip ako dun!!- hahahaha....

Anyway, whatever it is, doesn’t matter... as long as im happy “GORA lang!!”

I hate this, I know didn’t make any sense with this blog... but i just wanna update my page... ^_^ hehehe... I have lot of ideas but can’t organize my thoughts yet.

Gimme lil more time... i’ll be on track soon... ^_^ ay_miss_yuh!

xoxo_sziimpleng.maldiitah